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what i do when i'm bored

what i do when i'm bored

today...

just a little something to say ...

doodles

vacation turned stay

december, january, february -- vacation back home in bangkok, thailand

it's the end of february and i'm still in thailand. i really didn't plan to stay here this long but so many things have happened along the way and after a very hard decision, i've decided that i'm going to move back to thailand. definitely a big change... but a good change :) i knew i would come back and live here eventually but never thought it would be this soon. it has made me realize that you can't plan anything too far ahead because things change...unexpected things happen and there may come a time when you have to decide what's best for you and the ones you love.

time?

just trying to move on...

"almost lover" song

"I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?"

what can you do when someone you really care for can't give you 100% ... and probably never will. the hardest thing is trying to let go.

summer drink

orange juice, pineapple juice, lemon juice and ginger ale. refreshing!

............

i'm lost for words...

another day...

how many more times will it take for me to get over it? i can't stand people who don't keep their words.

random thoughts...

"the body is a fragile thing but the heart can hold onto something forever."

i remember reading this from "spilling open" by sabrina ward harrison. is it true that when you're faced with pain, you should go through it not around it? i feel confused, lost and empty inside. wondering...what had just happened? silence can hurt you but what if expressing it doesn't keep you safe either.